My New Life

      As all teenager when their finished their study at high school 
their Had two choices are continue to study at college or other one is looking for a  job , As i knew my skill isn't as clever as other people and I'm not from rich family so i chose to looking a job and i was so hopefully i could get a job as fast as i wanted. then after that  i moved to tanggerang where my sisters live in it , 

  i was so excited "Ohh God I'll have much money so from my job so i can buy anything what i want  but the fact isn't as easy as i thought , almosta year i looking a job but i didn't get it 
i felt jealous with my friends 'coz their can get a job but me still jobless  and i felt uncomfortable living with my first sister 'coz she kinda fastidious and I'm as you knew  I'm annoying so we can't live at one roof lol so i  moved to my second sister and poor her 'coz she got dieses made her uneasily to giving a birth. 
       
     But  i found something if WORLD isn't what i thought  is so complicated and i was so depressed, felt looser ,useless , etc my feelings are like es Campur  and yeah my bad is blamed to God " Why me ?"   Oh my Lord what is wrong with me ?! why you not help  me when i needed you to find me a job 'coz i need that for realizing my dreams and i was crying on.... crying on every night and it was making my sister worried and i also feel ashamed if i should back to my village 'coz i not success yet and what will i bring later Nothing , 

     then my sister  asked to spiritual what should I'd to have luck and then he said "Say to your young sister for she should washing her mom's Foot and then after that drink that water. and i did but the first thing i said "Ema i knew i had a lot mistakes on , i many times made you crying or i was always wished if God should take you first not Bapa , I'm really sorry i not realize if what i done is wrong  so that's why God punished me like now, please forgive me Ma ?" 
and Alhamdulillah my Ema said yeah i already forgiven you before you said those words to me , then after all done i go to bathroom 'coz i don't want my mom looks me do that I'm kinda shy lol . 


 "WHAT YOU SOW WHAT YOU'LL REAP
And The most important things Surga is on your mother Foot So treat your mother Gud before she  left you and you hadn't any choice